<centeR><small>I decided that I'd try again and be who you want me to be
But everytime you speak, I'm reminded of my life crashing down before me
I don't know what it is but something inside me needs to be loved
And someone to appritiate something, I must have done something right
So I'll go out and fake a smile, fake a laugh
Fake all the good times I never had
Watch as people fake their smiles too
Not everyone is as happy as you believe
Your so naive
Your blinded reasoning makes me nauseous
But some one inside me wants to believe your being cautious
The hard part is, you have an illusory idea of what a child should be
That's where you go all wrong, you try too hard, you don't let me be me...
Yes I'll go out and fake joy, fake satisfaction
Fake every single cheerful reaction
I observe people faking happiness too
Not everyone is as perfect as you believe
Your so naive
I am sorry you didn't grow up in a good household
I'm sorry you never had a father, but the excuse is just old
Don't take it out on me, I need someone to fall back on
You can still catch me from falling
You can still dry my tears as I'm bawling
But you chose not to pay attention
How can you be so indifferent to me
Your passive attitude
Your not moving
Your actions are slower than ever before
So I guess you don't care anymore
But everytime you speak, I'm reminded of my life crashing down before me
I don't know what it is but something inside me needs to be loved
And someone to appritiate something, I must have done something right
So I'll go out and fake a smile, fake a laugh
Fake all the good times I never had
Watch as people fake their smiles too
Not everyone is as happy as you believe
Your so naive
Your blinded reasoning makes me nauseous
But some one inside me wants to believe your being cautious
The hard part is, you have an illusory idea of what a child should be
That's where you go all wrong, you try too hard, you don't let me be me...
Yes I'll go out and fake joy, fake satisfaction
Fake every single cheerful reaction
I observe people faking happiness too
Not everyone is as perfect as you believe
Your so naive
I am sorry you didn't grow up in a good household
I'm sorry you never had a father, but the excuse is just old
Don't take it out on me, I need someone to fall back on
You can still catch me from falling
You can still dry my tears as I'm bawling
But you chose not to pay attention
How can you be so indifferent to me
Your passive attitude
Your not moving
Your actions are slower than ever before
So I guess you don't care anymore
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