<center><small>When they didn't cause the pain,<br>it's funny how they say they're glad,<br>when you lie and say you're ok,<br>my life should be spent in total prediction,<br>no outbursts to ruin the mood,<br>for I am quite violent, sadness has struck,<br>no known niceness or virtue<br>I'm just a puppet attached to some strings,<br>doing what "they" tell me to do,<br>but the voices I hear, are really severe,<br>they do everything but comfort and sooth.<br><br>They kick me down, and pull me up,<br>and state that I interfered,<br>but I know all this, I cause my pain,<br>I'm through with all this slander,<br> <br>back and forth through the tunnel of hell,<br>the flames biting, and riding my neck,<br>they rip through my soul, and break me apart,<br>the tones of the screams, I cannot mimic,<br><br>in my harum-scarum ways of life,<br>I have decided to give up,<br>I cannot fight my absent mind,<br>it's the same thing, no let ups.<br><br>I did want some help, but now I dont care,<br>I've done all I can, my time cannot measure,<br>slowly but surly progressing downhill,<br>alone by myself, myself alone still<br>
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<CenteR><small>A crush is not just a crush
When the mere thought of you
Could brighten up even the of worst days.
A crush is not just a crush
When I feel your presence next to me
And I can not help but look away.
A crush is not just a crush
When you simply looking at me
Puts a tremendous smile on my face.
A crush is not just a crush
When just your waving hello
Makes my heart beat at an unusual pace.
A crush is not just a crush
When just by eating lunch with you
My appetite seems to quickly disappear.
A crush is not just a crush
When my hands begin to tremble
The instant you are near.
A crush is not just a crush
When being so nervous around you
Limits our conversation to "Hi" and "Bye"
A crush is not just a crush
When the thought of there being an "us"
Is slowly tearing me apart.
A crush is not just a crush
When I think of you not liking me
And it truly breaks my heart.
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<Center><small>After a day like this I wish I were dead
Say goodbye to my misery by putting a gun to my head
This day has been full of ups and downs
My usual smiles have been replaced by frowns
What have I done to deserve all of this?
When I am gone there is only one person I will miss
It is a guy I love with my heart and soul
Without him my life would not be whole
If I ever lose him I know I will die
He is the only thing even keeping me alive
He makes all of my days seem so much brighter
He can take any problem and make it all better
The day I lose him is the day I use that gun
Then my misery will be over and my life will be done
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<Center><small>fate has beat me again,
God, I hate this loss,
to think I really had you,
then all of a sudden you walked.
fate has beat me again,
this I have to say,
I tried to stand against it,
but it always finds a way.
fate is never kind,
and never does it care,
it just leaves you with nothing,
and it always seems unfair.
fate has a way,
of sneaking behind your back,
and when you least suspect it,
out comes a cruel attack.
fate please go away,
because you've already ruined my life,
and never did you compromise,
or even think twice
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<CenteR><small>I hate the way u think u know
Exactly how I feel
I hate the way I lied to u
And it became a big deal
I hate the way u made me laugh
But now u make me cry
I hate how we aren't even friends
But all I can do is try
I hate the way your perfect smile
Says everything's ok
I hate the way u said there might
Be an "us" someday
I hate the way I go to sleep
And see u in my dreams
I hate the way I love the way
U make my heart just sink
I hate the way your over me
And how our time is through
I hate the way u broke my heart
And how I still love u
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<CenteR><small>Consider this a warning
Consider this a sign
Consider that there’ll be a time
When I won’t want you for mine
Listen when I tell you
My patience has worn thin
With your endless juvenile escapades
Covered with a grin
You play around so careless
It’s all a game of chance
But soon I won’t be within reach
When it’s my turn to dance
I’m tired of the back-and-forth
I’m tired of your pranks
I love you and listen and understand
And get ignored for thanks
You don’t know how to love me
You won’t give us a try
You whirl in reckless abandon
And let true love pass you by
You think you’re free and easy
You think you’ve got it all
But you’ll end up having nothing
And I won’t be there to call.
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<CenteR><small>You never know when someone
might catch a dream from you.
Or something you say may
open up the windows
of a mind that seeks light;
The way you live may not matter at all,
But you never know, it might.
And just in case it could be
that another's life, through you,
might possibly change for the better
with a better and brighter view,
it seems it might be worth a try
at pointing the way to the right;
Of course, it may not matter at all,
but then again, it might.
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<CenteR>my friend sent me this<small><br>I wanted to find some words on a card
That would help to get thru it when life gets so hard
It seems you can't bear it - perhaps can't go on -
When deep in the heart there's no trace of a song.
Some words that would comfort - when late in the night
the trials return and - you're too tired to fight.
Or the tears flow so often it seems you'll run dry.
And life gets so tough that you just want to die -
Or at least go and hide - where you're safe from all pain.
Someplace you can rest 'til you find joy again.
What are the words you so need to hear -
That will help and will heal and remove all the fear -
That builds up inside 'til you think you'll explode -
What are the words that will lighten the load?
If only I knew the right words to say
To encourage and Bless you or comfort some way.
I know not the words but this I can do.
I shall offer up Prayers to the Father for you.
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Ss...ok..its obvious u need someone to talk to... as much as i'm enjoying reading ur poems..how bout u try to talk to us (or Pm me or someone else on Msn) as well..?
everyone here has problems. and at one stage or another, most of us have come to the forums(or icq/msn) and talked about them, and i can tell you from experience, that most, if not all of the regulars to the TT forums (especially the BG), are willing to help..they've helped me on a number of occassions.
ask anyone here..Kay, Wiggo, Ws, Beefy, etc....and they'll tell u the same^, they'll also tell u that i am usually just like you..but also willing to help other ppl at the same time...kinda takes my mind off my own probs i guess...
so yeah..drop us a line..i'm/we're all ears:wave: :)
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